What you want is not always what you need

I want a GOOD boyfriend because I’ve never had one before and I would love to have genuine sincere companionship, but I don’t need one because I’m still messed up emotionally from the last disaster I called a relationship. AND every guy I like and want like me but don’t want me until I don’t want them soooo…guess I’ll get my life and move in the RIGHT direction alone which is better because I dont have to worry about heart ache again or constant disappointment which usually comes along with guys I like…. Truth